Friday, March 09, 2007

Embark upon to explore the world beyond this world within yourself.

Someone close to me once said “what are you thinking of…I should name your world”. I never knew what she was talking about. I never thought that there was a world within me, my own world, a private world and I play the god. During one of those usual smoke breaks Subash told me that it is better for a person to go with the flow; not to fight against the current. Wait for the right moment and when the current weakens fight your way to your goal. His ideology clogged my mind. The personality Subash’s words depicts is of nothing but an opportunist. How ad nauseam the question “What is wrong in fighting against the current, Does it slow you down?”" became. All I can say is fight back, it makes you strong.

Relaxing with my closed ones for a caffeine kick at Koshy's, I looked around, the crowd seemed jolly. Everyone was tuned to their own emotions, but all seemed satisfied for the moment. Never really thought what’s the shibboleth that they hold on to which brings smile on their lips. Sipping my coffee I abruptly said, Lochan I want a name for my self in the History. He stared at me and moved his gaze to the ceiling looking for something. All of a sudden he ruptured, "Why you want fame?". I had nothing in my mind all I knew that I wanted it. It was nothing but a dream, a hollow dream. Manu smiled at me. He had nothing but the recurrence of the same question. I really never looked into the world within me and asked myself why I wanted fame. Lochan return back to us saying “You just care too much of the people around you. Don’t you?" I was dumbstruck, had nothing but a déjà vu of those usual embarrassing moment. I really cared about the world out side me and all this while I never looked into the world within me. The argument did go for long . At the end all I could infer is, all you need is dedication and drive for perfection in what you do and the rest is for the mass to decide where you stand. Don’t get so much involved in other people’s perception; look within to know the world beyond this world within yourself.

-4symmetric mind at work



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